I had a great night yesterday. Martin’s friend Helena was coming to Kalmar for a visit and wanted Martin to join her and her girlfriends for dinner and a night out. When I started to think about it, the idea of going out actually sounded really good. I haven’t been in the mood to party at all since my father’s death. I mean, the graduation party was just something that I had to attend. Which turned out to be a perfect day and night afterall :) . When I told Martin that I was thinking about meeting them at the club after their pre-party, he said that in that case, we could have our own pre-party and then meet Helena and her friends at the club later. We invited some of Martin’s friends and Helena’s brother to join us at my place. Me and just boys… Well, it was a nice party and the guys were great! One funny thing was that 80% of us had an iPhone… Some jokes about Chuck Norris came up, don’t remember why though… :p . Check this side, http://www.chucknorrisfacts.com/ , quite funny actually 
Later, at the club, we met Helena and her friends. Helena didn’t talk to me for some reason, I don’t know why. Got the feeling that she doesn’t like me. Which is weird, since we haven’t hung out before… Anyway, I ran into Emma and Jazze too. They were at Helena’s dinner before. Emma and I worked together the summer before last at Kalmar Animal Hospital. She was an animal nurse and I worked as a temporary veterinarian. Jazze is a veterinarian at a clinic in Gothenburg right now, but worked at Kalmar Animal Hospital before. She began after I had left, so I never got to know her. I met her some times this summer, since she is a friend of both Nathalie and Jarle. Two really nice and fun girls! Emma and I decided to meet over a coffee or something like that this week. I need more friends here and she seems to be a great person.
I had a really nice time, and I so needed it. Just do something fun without thinking about all my worries.
I almost fainted on my way to work on Wednesday. I was in my car but felt it coming and drove to the side. I waited for an hour afterwards before I dared to drive home. The dizziness didn’t pass though, and I saw black dots for hours. Felt numb and so tired. Called in sick and slept several hours. Went to the doctor later and took some tests and ECG and so on. Haven’t gotten the test results yet, but I don’t think they will show anything wrong. Both the doctor and the nurse doing the ECG said that I seemed to be overly stressed and that my body and brain probably couldn’t take it anymore. That makes sense. But I can’t slow down either. I have to work. And I have to finish the last things in school. And so on…
My dad’s funeral is on Friday 
