Pieces Of Me

I have this feeling of uneasiness again. Have no idea why. It shows up sometimes, an unwelcome visitor. Perhaps this time, it’s just because of the turmoil of feelings I’ve had recently. With David, my final thesis and examination, the uncertainity of my future and more. Living in a city, not having that many friends here.

But I’ll be alright. I always am in the end. Just not okay right now, I guess. But my life and my emotions always ride the rollercoaster.

My whiplash-injured neck has made itself known once again. I mean, the pain is always there, but it’s worse again. Except for the wryneck, which is actually getting better, my upper back and neck hurt like hell . I will call a massage therapist tomorrow I think. Heard there is a good one in Borgholm, perhaps I can get an appointment some day after work this week.

Longing for my next trip to Uppsala! I spoke to Anna about it and they have planned for us to make gingerbread cookies and drink mulled wine and just cozy up in the christmas air . I think I’m going to stay at their place this time, not in Nath’s dorm. It nicer and more cozy . And I miss Monika and Ann-Sofie a lot too. And the rest of the gang.

I’m trying to make the best of my time here in Kalmar. I enjoy work, both at Läckeby and Borgholm. And I’m so happy to have met Martin. Of course, Jarle is a big part of my life here too. I wish he didn’t have to go off to Norway in January .

Well, I should go to sleep soon…