Pieces Of Me

As it seems, I’m supposed to present my final thesis in december… I’m not sure how I will manage. As soon as I think about it, I get so nervous and anxious. My heart races and I almost can’t breathe… Sigh… I would cry like a baby if I just let myself…

I’ve been working the evening shift again this week, but have also been in Borgholm. Yesterday we took a blood test on Love to check for antibodies against Rabies virus. I got him vaccinated in march against Rabies, just in case I would bring him with me to Malta. Now, I just have to wait for the test result. Perhaps i can bring him next time .

Time goes by really fast. Can’t believe that it’s already december! No snow yet though . That’s too bad. It’s always dark outside now and the snow lightens up the world a bit.

I love december! Advent is so nice, with all the candles, mulled wine (glögg), gingerbread, Lucia buns and so on. Such cosy and relaxing atmosphere! And it brings along the christmas feeling. I want to decorate for christmas already, with lightcords, Advent Stars and Candles, glitter and more .

I was at a party on saturday. Didn’t plan to go there at first, but it was fun. It was a girl from work who had a little birthday party. We were mostly girls. And Martin and Sabina’s boyfriend. Neither I nor Martin could stay away from the other, so by now, the whole clinic knows that we are dating… But it doesn’t matter. I don’t know why it should. It’s easier not to have to sneak around at work, even if we still aren’t that open.

Oscar is on his way to Sweden for a visit!! Haven’t seen him since he was here in august. And before that, when I was in Malta in April. Missed him a lot! And I am so happy to see him again! Hopefully we will be able to spend some time together. I believe he is bringing his girlfriend too. Haven’t met her before. She lives in Malta too. Hopefully, he will be able to come to my party on saturday!